Scattered thoughts on a cold wet Sunday......
Remember me telling ya'll about Will from South Carolina? He calls me several times a week, and I thought we were just friends now... But since I have told him about Andy, he has been trying to get me to move to South Carolina... Tells me he will build me a house... lol
If Andy backs out and stays with his wife, I may just bail and take off to South Carolina... Although my son would be better off here... Would I leave him with his dad? I don't know if I could ever be selfish enough to do what's best for me at his expense...
Although staying here, seeing Andy, would kill me...
Things are actually going well with Andy... I have been working 12-16 hours every day for the last 3 days, but every evening I have been meeting Andy at our friend's house and cuddling on the couch, watching TV, talking... We have so much in common, it's amazing...
I have the next three days off, I'm going to work on my housework that I have been neglecting... Spend time with my son.... I might get a chance to see Andy tomorrow night, but Tue. And Wed. I probably won't ....
Our friends invited us to go to a wedding reception with them, music, dancing, but Andy probably won't be able to make it, so I don't think I want to go either... I need to spend all the time I can at home when it's not possible to see him...
R is in the process of moving out... I want to go through all my stuff once his stuff is out of the way and pitch just about everything...LOL Pitch everything I don't absolutely love or use... And deep clean the whole house... I need to work on my finances, too, get the bills in order... I have been so scatter-brained lately I forgot to pay my loan payment (the one I had to get to pay off the repairs on my car) this month... I never forget, sometimes I don't have enough to pay a whole bill, but I don't forget!! Oh well...
If Andy backs out and stays with his wife, I may just bail and take off to South Carolina... Although my son would be better off here... Would I leave him with his dad? I don't know if I could ever be selfish enough to do what's best for me at his expense...
Although staying here, seeing Andy, would kill me...
Things are actually going well with Andy... I have been working 12-16 hours every day for the last 3 days, but every evening I have been meeting Andy at our friend's house and cuddling on the couch, watching TV, talking... We have so much in common, it's amazing...
I have the next three days off, I'm going to work on my housework that I have been neglecting... Spend time with my son.... I might get a chance to see Andy tomorrow night, but Tue. And Wed. I probably won't ....
Our friends invited us to go to a wedding reception with them, music, dancing, but Andy probably won't be able to make it, so I don't think I want to go either... I need to spend all the time I can at home when it's not possible to see him...
R is in the process of moving out... I want to go through all my stuff once his stuff is out of the way and pitch just about everything...LOL Pitch everything I don't absolutely love or use... And deep clean the whole house... I need to work on my finances, too, get the bills in order... I have been so scatter-brained lately I forgot to pay my loan payment (the one I had to get to pay off the repairs on my car) this month... I never forget, sometimes I don't have enough to pay a whole bill, but I don't forget!! Oh well...
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